Hi I am Robby. I first fell in love when I was fifteen. I fell hard for that girl. We never got to see each other. I was a coward. She became my future and now I am in this future, I have been trying so hard to do this on my own.

She is now a doctor, she has a boyfriend and they have a daughter. And I am still stuck at the thought of her. I have been to different relationships, but I think I never get to fall in love as much as I did with her. I love her still.

Why do I get the feeling that she loves me still too? But I don’t know, if one day I get to be with her again, in which I doubt would happen, I would never let go of her ever again. How I wish I could tell you right now that I love you so much, but I can’t because it is nothing for you. I love you and I miss you so much. I love you…my gummy bear, may be. Love you.