seriously… i’m done..

“nameless song”

i’ve decided not to say anything anymore..i don’t want to talk about anything anymore.. i don’t want to let out my voice, it’s too tiring… i only say a word if i really need to… if not, i’ll just let silence to be my shadow..
i seldom cry to anyone… when i finally let my tears fall in front of them, it just made me realized that i’m just wasting everyone’s time… it’s just tiring too much… then, i’d decided not to cry anymore… i’ll just save it for my end, i guess…
interacting with ppl is so much tiring… i’m so tired of talking to ppl, paying attention to them when i had none… giving up my time for them when i was the one who’s being left behind… answering their question when i was the one who’s always being ignored… ppl is really, really troublesome creature…
i’m tired of being strong when ppl said i’m weak…
i’m tired of being weak when ppl thought that i’m strong…
i’m tired of listening to ppl’s voices… i just want to hear the sound of the wind…
i’m tired of talking to ppl… i’m tired of looking at them… i’m so tired of thinking about them…
seriously…
…

“i’m done.”