My dad was a drug addict and also abused my mom physically and mentally. I thought he was amazing and awesome but when my mom went to rehab to clean up, she tried to convince my “dad” to as well but he wouldn’t. She took us away and I blamed her and told her I hated her till she told me the truth. Now I haven’t seen him for 2 years and hes still causing trouble. But ever since that I have felt empty and fake.