I used to love and be loved.
And you used to be the person that makes me feel special.
When I’m with you, I feel real.
That feeling that I got when we were holding hands, hugging, and kissing.
I know, it’s that thing called love.
At first, I never expect that I will met a guy like you.
But then we met.
When the first time our eyes met, I know that you’ll be mine and I’ll be yours.
But there’s a saying that say “Love is Pain.”
and I guess it’s true.
You begin to change, and we always got into fight.
I try to become more understanding, but then you said that I never understand you.
That I’m mess in your life, and you are tired of me.
Guess you never see my efforts and yet keep searching for my mistakes.
I’ll try my best to save our relationship, because I love you.
But then I finally knew the reason that makes you change.
You found someone else, You cheated on me.
And yet you don’t want to let me go.
I try my best but I guess it wasn’t enough.
I try to confront you and have a talk about relationship, but then all you do is humiliated me.
Lastly I gave up.
After that, It’s hard for me to fall in love.
It seem that I’m afraid to love someone, or simply afraid to get hurt.
It makes me become heartless.