Hi… Today I’ll be talking about love.
I fell in love with this one boy… Let’s just call him “M”.
“M” and I met December 31st of 2015. We started talking, got along really well and started talking for a while, we talked almost everyday. December 31st- April, 2nd we were best friends. You might ask well what happened?
Well he asked me out and I of course said yes. After a few months/days after us breaking up we would still talk to each other and of course I still loved him and cared and still have A LOT of feelings for him… He had a girlfriend 3 days after we broke up. I still love that boy, he’s my first love. He’s the only person that I know that knows me the best; other than my Best Friend “Z”, they don’t really like each other for some reason.
“M” and I still talk to this day, he’s my best friend even though we’re not on the best terms, he helps me through A LOT. If you ever stumble across this I just want to say sorry, I’m sorry for everything, I’m sorry for what we’ve been through, I love you and maybe it just wasn’t for the best.
Maybe we’re meant to be with each other, maybe not right now, but thank you for being the best I’ve ever had, you’ve helped me through my depression and anxiety and I’m SO thankful for that. Even though sometimes you blame yourself for some of the things that happened… please don’t, you didn’t do anything wrong.
I just wanted to say I love you… and I miss the old you SO much.