I’m in love with my best friend. He also loves me. He is my everything. I seriously want to be with him forever and I love him so much that I can’t imagine my life without him. I have completed my study and secured a job. He is still studying. I don’t to disturb him and complete his exams and be free to study. But the point is that I’m unable to stay without talking to him. I don’t know why? I always thought that I’m so strong, but when it comes to his matter, I’m the most weakest one ever. I have a feeling that he too misses me like I do. He says he can’t control his talking to me and at the same time he says I’m completely against my policies. Never I had messaged someone or talked to someone like this. I am unable to understand what he is saying? Whether he like the changes that caused in his life because of me or he is regretting the changes. I used to meet him daily when we are in the same town. If we are in different places, we will make possible to see other at least once a month. It’s been nearly two months since I last saw him, it’s because he is having his final exams in next month. I don’t want to disturb him, but still I miss him so much. But last night I have said that I will not talk to him until his exams. If at all he doesn’t clear his exams I’ll never talk to him again. I don’t want that. I miss him already. I don’t want to leave him. Whenever I say that I’ll not talk if you will not pass, he will say Just okay. What that means? Instead of that he can say that I’ll pass and we will not be separated. Don’t stop talking to me. He never says that. Does that mean he don’t want to talk to me or what? He is my first true love. I’m not going to leave him provided he too feels the same for me. I’m so confused. I don’t know to whom should I say this without being judged. Words just keep coming out of mouth. Many unanswered questions are hanging in my head for which answers can be provided just by him, which doesn’t happen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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