You think you know people. Especially when your related to them by blood. It hurts when you find you don’t know them at all. That they are complete strangers to you. What hurts more than that is when no one knows you and you fucking live with them. Share the same DNA with them. It’s heart-breaking.
When writing your story, please use correct spelling and grammar. Please use a capital I rather than a lower i, and use apostrophes correctly. Such as I'm, don't, can't.