I am 21 old female. I want to express my feelings to someone who can understand. But surprisingly I didn’t find any one in my life. I feel pity for myself. I am completely clueless about my life right now.

Right from the beginning of my life I didn’t have any fresh feeling. I was always afraid of my mother. If I hate anyone in this world she is the only one. I shouldn’t say this but I can’t help it.

I wasn’t a naughty child but she has given cruel treatment for me. She used to shout at me, she used to use abusive language. Sometimes she expresses her love but within a fraction of seconds her behaviour changes.

I feel like no one is there for me in this life. I pray god to give at least one friend who can understand me and support me. Hope is the only way to start a new life.