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So there are many things wrong with my life

So, there are many things wrong with my life.

I will list them and then go through them one by one:

1. Income
2. Studies
3. Love life
4. Housing
5. Goals

Income
Let me start by saying I am a student which I will discuss in a few mins. I feel like I can never afford things and spend my money on the things I like I receive bursary and it is just not enough I pray so hard for more income do I need a rich husband or do I need to win the lotto what can I do to get more money.

Studies
I am studying midwifery and it feels like a chore for me I feel like I made such a rash decision I thought I will go back to study but I do not want to pay for my tuition but I want something that will guarantee a job now I’m studying it I am not happy it is not something I see myself doing full time I feel like my life has been stripped away 12 hour shifts and horrible mentors who make you feel inadequate I have had enough of it I really have I want to do something that makes me happy when I am on placement I just think I really want to just have a baby I see women coming in and they get to go home with a new addition to the family I think it is lovely but I don’t want to work in a hospital I want to do something fun just feels like so much pressure to get things right I have no passion to study or complete assignments. I have one due in June yet I’m here typing this. I even failed a practical exam that I stressed over so much. Some days I do regret doing it.

Love life
Being single people say it’s fun it isn’t I have been single for almost two years. I miss my ex I’m not going to lie I think about what our life would have been like if we didn’t break up. I would love for him to contact me just so can say to him oh so now you need me now I’m good enough for you. I want to meet my future husband and get engaged married have babies I feel like I am left behind. I feel ugly at times I think I am pretty nut no one seems to want to approach me and be my boyfriend

Housing
I need my own home I am renting and by the time I pay 400 pounds per month I have hardly anything left for myself it is depressing and unfair. I want somewhere where I can be in my own space and have my own things. My housemate is untidy and inconsiderate I want to leave her home.

Goals
With everything going on I am trying to pass my driving test I have failed twice that no one knows of. I’m having another attempt soon and I just don’t know how it will turn out.

I want to travel but whether I can afford it is another question

I only have one friend who is single I only have one friend in general at times I think something is wrong with me there are too many wrong things

I could just run away at times

I have been to readers and psychics but still feel so lost they say opportunities are coming but I don’t know where they are.

When will things get better for me?

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