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I wish I can find other people that can relate to my story

I wish I can find other people that can relate to my story.

Have you ever thought how harmful this could be when you don’t have enough physical communication with your parents?

Unfortunately, my parents rarely gave me hugs and kisses. I envied my friends when I saw their parents hugging them for no reason. The most painful thing is growing in my teenage years, getting into relationships with people that do not match me in any way, just to feel some love.

My parents also used to spank me. Whenever I got spanked, I imagined a man putting his warm hand on my wounds, telling me that what is happening to me is not okay. I imagined him in all the lonely moments I spent alone crying, because when my parents saw me crying they showed no empathy.

I actually made up many memories with that man and his warm hand hugging me, that I believed some of them to be true. I feel so weak, so easy to break.

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  1. I feel the same way with my parents.. where I get jealous, because of how they’re treated with so much love. I don’t think you’re weak.. you’re trying your best to be strong.. I know its hard.. maybe your parents face the same way when they’re young? I figure my mom isn’t much a talker and not really close until I start asking how’s her day. But the way your parents didn’t show empathy.. feels like they don’t care.. thats why sometimes.. I just cry to sleep quietly.. when everybody asleep.

  2. I just can relate to this.. my father never hugs me.. he rarely talks to me.. it just hurts so much when i see other parents loving their child so much.. sometimes we need someone to give motivation.. to inspire..

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