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I was raped when I was 4 years old

This is my life story, as far as I can remember, my earliest memory is from when I was raped when I was 4 years old. It was morning and I usually get up earlier than most kids do, around 6 AM. I go to my aunt’s house just beside ours because she wakes up early, but one unfortunate day, her husband woke up before her and he saw me sitting on their sofa. He asked me to take down my pants and panties, before I knew it, he was licking me there and I was just starring at him, doing nothing. Of course, I did nothing, what do I know? No, it’s not my fault for going there, it is NEVER the victim’s fault so don’t start with me.

I told my mother the same day it happened but she didn’t believe me. Fast forward to when I was sixteen years old, I told her again. She told me the reason why she didn’t believe me is because I didn’t cry. I do not hate my mother if you asked me. I love her with all my heart but sometimes I wish things would be different. My father doesn’t know any of this, he’s in another country, he has a new family now but we stay in contact. He doesn’t deserve the regret in knowing his only daughter suffered that while he had a “perfect” family now with his trophy wife and no I am not being sarcastic.

But yes, my parents are divorced. My mother found another man to love when I was fourteen years old. They had a new daughter, we’re sixteen years apart and she lives with me and my mom. Her boyfriend lives in their apartment.

Due to both of my parents re-marrying, I recently became aware that I developed abandonment issues and a phobia of men. My phobia of men is not that of “dios mio stay away from me” kind but I’d rather have a girlfriend than a man. I might be bisexual but leaning towards women more.

– M

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  1. So sad about you.. in my country parents dont do like this..i can understand you .. dont trust ppl too much.. god bless you

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