First of all, I would like to tell you that I love my younger brother. It’s just I always find myself comparing both of us. In all aspects, he receives more love than I do from our relatives.

Don’t get me wrong, we’ve been together in our entire lives. There’s no reason for them to treat me less than they do to him. To be honest, only our mother loves us equally. I’m so sorry if I’m going to be rude but I might be.

My brother is nowhere better than I am. He doesn’t excel in his studies ever and sometimes, I do. I follow everyone and study French while he’s just playing and spending money.

These years, I felt that they favour him more than me, there are even times that they tell him those when they’re “scolding” him. This made me alienate myself. I started to have and love my alone time. I made myself busy these years. Making friends, being one of the top, making myself prettier, you name it. All I want is for them to acknowledge me. I don’t even ask them to tell everyone how good I am doing. Thinking about it, they never asked how am I doing. They just tell people that I am afraid of seeing people. Seriously, why does my brother receive more than I do in terms of financial, and emotional support. they all ask him how he’s doing, what’s happening? As far as I know, only Facebook and twitter asks me that! To be honest, everyone loves him.

For anyone who’ll be asking where my dad is, he’s already gone.

For anyone who’ll be asking why I cannot tell my mom about this, she’s currently stressed and needs rest physically and emotionally.

Feel free to criticize me all you want or need. Thank you in advance