My life is fucked up, my sister is the favourite child in the family and gets everything she wants. She takes full advantage of that and she is 20 but I’m 14. By the way, my family is not rich. We’re wealthy but not that much as she thinks.

She didn’t pass her driving exam 2 times and now she’s going to get a car if she passes and she will get her own apartment, she travels with her friends while I can’t get anything. I have huge restrictions. By the way. I’m not bad at school I’m good. I’m in my country’s 2nd best school but they don’t give a fuck when I finish my classes well, no fucks given while she is in her exam month she goes shopping, to party’s and I can’t even play video games more than 2 h. She can use her new MacBook Pro all day, she can talk back to parents and she literally hates me and if I do something I get in trouble – like talking back to my parents but if she does it its normal.

My friends get payed to do chores around the house but I have to do them for free and can’t do anything about it. All my friends get awarded for doing well at school or passing some tests but I don’t I only get something if I save enough money for it. I get money if my friends give it to me as a birthday present or earning it from my grandfather. It has been that since I was born. But she gets everything she wants and my parents pay it for her. I was doing well at sports to but then my club fell apart and I suddenly went to another sport for 9 months then I got injury’s and I left that sport. My friends got moto rollers but I can’t even then when I live 40 min from school – 2nd best in my country. I get disrespected and I try too hard to keep on moving forward I am starting to lack motivation to keep me going because my motivation is my dead dog what I really loved. I’m going slowly in depression. An I haven’t been in trouble like doing drugs or anything. What should I do?