Hi all. I was born and raised Christian. I was basically built up as church goer. It wasn’t until I was a Freshman where I started taking church seriously.

Being in high school a lot of insecurities came with it. I tried my best to fit in but deep down I just felt like the ugly tall girl hanging with the cool kids. I knew a lot of people but I still felt alone. I used an online site to meet new people. Little did I know the person I met changed my life. The guy I met he was amazing. it was all good until one day when he tried to commit suicide. I wasn’t sure what to do because I was only 16 years old and we were in two different states I try to contact his grandma and I try to keep him awake that was by far something scary that I experience young. So, we got through it and kept talking. A few months later I’m in class and I text him and the person who responded back with his girlfriend. I’ve been very moment I felt betrayed. I was passing. And I remember asking my teacher if I can go to the restroom. I want to the restroom and called the girl. I missed the whole period talking to her she was crying and angry and I was all in shock when she gave him the phone he didn’t talk to me. it was like I didn’t exist.