I am a girl from a middle class Indian family.

My ticket out of this world is to study and have a good career. I am going to be a doctor. I am studying medicine. I have been in love with a guy from school. We have dated for 3 years now and I am sure he is my soul mate. I love him with everything I have, I have barred myself to him. He loves me too. He is quite intelligent, he is doing B.E. from a prestigious institute, the problem is, he does not want to study hard and make a career for himself. He feels he will fail in life and no matter what anyone says to him which is frustrating. He does not want to get up.

Past months, we have many fights about the same issue, but last time I went a little too far. I am very temperamental, but for sure, if I don’t have him, I’m never going to love again. I don’t know how to undo the damage. I’m moving away to a different city in a few days. I love him a lot. I don’t want to leave him. he’s my happiness.