I am an ordinary Indian girl
And believe me it’s not easy.
You are raised to be an epitome of leading ladies from the television series when you know it’s all fictitious. but who explains the world and moreover who explains your very own family.
I am 22 year old going to be doctor in a year but have I enjoyed my life ?? No. Have I loved being alive ?? No
I hate it in fact
Because all I am doing is living a terrible life from the day I was born.
I was one girl to be born in our family after ages and I know today why god never blessed them with one.
Because they don’t deserve one
They don’t beat me but they kill me every time
And yes I am in depression today
I don’t have a single friend to call to because they don’t like it
I had boyfriends but every time they got to know I was realised that it was a crime for which no mercy is there
My mother perpetually hates me and her only dream is to get me married to someone from their caste when I want to do something big and fun fact
I didn’t choose this caste so how is it my caste??
I am dying every day
And worst is I can’t even explain it to anyone
If anyone sees this please reach out for help
I need hope the most
Not your cash and property
Tell me it’s worth living and make me believe in myself