Today seems… Nothing enough really.
I don’t know any more. I just. Just want to get answers you know?
Is it just means or, am I just ordinary. I’d like to change, really, I do. But there is nothing motivating happening. I’m not trying to be selfish. But I can’t really point out the reason why I’m losing interest. Over. And over. And over again. I’m trying to make people understand. I’m trying to be a person that both sides like. But I can’t be between this problem. I’m a lazy, unorganized person not capable of doing anything. I’m spineless. I can’t even help anyone in my spectrum of friends. Now I’m just making excuses. Where to Me, they aren’t cutting it anymore. I just… Can’t okay? I’m just trying so hard to become liked or not hated by everyone but it seems that there is no way is there.
I am a young not boy nor girl. Not gay, lesbian, transsexual, or bi sexual
I confused on who or what I am.
I can’t willingly open to anyone. All they say is. “your over reacting. Stop being a wuss and be truthful. Your just lazy ”
I’m everything you say I am. But that doesn’t mean I’m not a person you can throw aside.
I may be a “friend” but I don’t feel like one.
You don’t treat me like you treat your other friends.
Is it because I’m me? Is it because you don’t like me?
Is it because we don’t have the same interests?
If not then TELL ME!
I want to be treated like you treat your other friends.
One can only hope.