I was blind, blind to who he really is Sàntanas, I was dead inside and didn’t feel anything and he made feel something again, now I see his real side and how all those sweet messages are just a lie, now I feel nothing but pain all because I was blind and fell in love with Sàntanas.

I don’t think I’ll ever be able to love the same or even at all. I would’ve done anything for him but he wouldn’t have for me. Why, why did he have to play with emotions make me think I could be loved like that, but what was I thinking I’m just a piece of shit, worthless all I ever wanted to be loved but let’s face it there’s no such thing for me. If I wasn’t blind I wouldn’t feel this much pain, all because I believed the beautiful lie:

“I love you”