I recently found out that one of my friends died, in a car accident, my other friend who happened to be driving who is now in jail.
This all started by a street race, my friend who was driving lost control and hit a tree, in result of one of them dying. My friend who was driving never intended to crash nor lose a friend… I knew both of them so good I’m devastated knowing that I saw them that Monday and lost them both the following day, rest in peace ****
I know he’s in a better place but lord Jesus It breaks my heart, my soul, my mind knowing my other friend is in jail, knowing that he can end up dead as well kills the heck out of me. It’s a feeling no one can understand, a feeling where you have to over thinking, a feeling where you can’t sleep, a feeling where you can’t eat, a feeling where your happiness will be forever gone.
Oh god I miss them so much both of them but knowing that my friend in jail is still alive makes me miss him so much more god I love him so much. He’s the only guy that has been there for me, and I am the girl that no matter that he is in jail i’ll still be waiting till this day for him when he is released. He never wanted none of this to happen, he lives with guilt for the rest of his life…. But i’ll be here waiting, with so much faith to see you, with so many tears too share when I see you out.