I don’t know why am I writing this in the first place! Why does life offer the best and the worst when you least expect it? I feel like dying every single day, but I am not even courageous enough to do that.
Why is it that the people you love the most are the ones who ends up hurting you? I feel like my heart is shattered into million pieces, that breathlessness! That pain & agony burning inside me pushes me on the verge of committing something that many considers it as a felony.
All I ever wanted was to make my parents proud of me, my sister to feel like I am worthy enough. But everything is turning upside down, my whole world right now seems to be dull and boring. I was once such a jolly person that people use to love talking to me, and now I see myself in the mirror I see a shitty depressed face with the most unattractive face that no one can ever love.
Why life does that? Or is it just me who feels worthless and depressed.
I don’t know how many out there feel this way, but I surely feel like ending my life at this very moment so that I am no more a disappointment in anyone’s life.
Right now I don’t have anyone with whom I can share my feelings, so I thought maybe this platform can listen to my pain without judging me!
A shitty loser with shitty life- Kriti swl