I don’t know why am I writing this in the first place! Why does life offer the best and the worst when you least expect it? I feel like dying every single day, but I am not even courageous enough to do that.
Why is it that the people you love the most are the ones who ends up hurting you? I feel like my heart is shattered into million pieces, that breathlessness! That pain & agony burning inside me pushes me on the verge of committing something that many considers it as a felony.
All I ever wanted was to make my parents proud of me, my sister to feel like I am worthy enough. But everything is turning upside down, my whole world right now seems to be dull and boring. I was once such a jolly person that people use to love talking to me, and now I see myself in the mirror I see a shitty depressed face with the most unattractive face that no one can ever love.
Why life does that? Or is it just me who feels worthless and depressed.
I don’t know how many out there feel this way, but I surely feel like ending my life at this very moment so that I am no more a disappointment in anyone’s life.
Right now I don’t have anyone with whom I can share my feelings, so I thought maybe this platform can listen to my pain without judging me!
A shitty loser with shitty life- Kriti swl
You are not a shitty loser with shitty life. You are much more important than you think. You are unique. Listen, I don’t know what you are going through right now but your life is too precious for you to end it. Whatever you are going through right now just know that you will get out of the situation you are in. You mean something to someone. I don’t know the relationship between you and your family and your friends but I believe that they love you and care about you even though they may not show it. Just know that you are important. I may not know who you are but just know that I care about you. I don’t want you to hurt yourself. Please be safe.