I love you, although you may not know I exist anymore. It has become too hard to breathe knowing how much it hurts just watching you walk past me. What first started as crush, is now deep heart wrenching love.

Anytime you look my way I become flustered, flushed, wearing my heart on my sleeve, you know I love you. Put me out of my misery and tell me you don’t love me, don’t make me dream and hope. In every face I look for yours, my heart would beat so rapidly when I feel you close by.

I have the attention of many but you’re the only one I want. Will you ever say hi to me or just walk by knowing my heart is bleeding and craving your love. A knife rips through my every single nerve in my body when I see you smile with someone else, but I try to reassure myself you will be happy and that’s all that matters, right?

It makes me wonder if I meet someone else if you will still rule my heart, my thoughts and my dreams. I love you.