I am a trans gender man with an anger problem. I hurt everyone who is close to me because I am angry all the time and I tend to explode after pent up anger and hurt the people who I love the most.
I have caused pain to the person who I love the most today and now she does not believe I care for her anymore. I understand why she feels that way. I just wish I could show her my heart.
I want nothing more than to be happy and give happiness to the people around me, but I just can’t stop being so damn angry at everything because of what I’ve been through. Counseling doesn’t work, and I have decided that I may end my life soon. I am now more alone than I’ve ever been before in my life and it’s my own fault.
Everything seems so hopeless.