Every time the sun rays his dignity onto this sinful land where the wisdom started to crumble, and silence become a signal to the ignorant, I open the two diamonds of mine ungratefully, seeing the same patterns of my life that being replay until my mind started to feel exhausted.

The feeling of uncertainty without pride for my own future become noticeable after a long time unnoticeable. My heart still comforts me that this freezing moments without emotion, expectation and full of emptiness is the sincere path to hurt no more of my soul.

I follow the command with full of doubt, too weak to be courage and a fool to myself.

And a fool to myself.