I spent a long-time catfishing someone who I feel is my soulmate. Let’s call him Mr.X. He’s amazing in every way, even though he was relatively older than I am.

I told him who I was, he wasn’t mean, he was understanding but very hurt. I miss him so much. He doesn’t speak to me anymore and I can’t hold myself together.

When I tell you Mr.X was amazing, he was AMAZING. I fell in love with him, he fell in love with me but will not admit that now. What do I do? I love him. I miss him.