This life sucks. I don’t why people keep saying that life is short and beautiful. There is no fucking beauty. Every moment of this life sucks. It’s a hell where I can’t even cry. Friendships are fucking formal. I miss my mom and dad. These people pretend like they care about my loss and feel my pain but believe me no one give a damn. This world and people are fucking pretentious. They can’t even imagine my pain, feeling this pain is very far away.