I think that I will never be able to have a relationship with a partner(s) or even try having sex because I love masturbating so much. ]
However, I am never the focus of my fantasies. In fact, I’m never in them at all. I just imagine made up people participating in erotic scenes while I pleasure myself.
I’m not insecure at all about my body or anything like that. It’s just hard for me to visualize myself in my fantasies.
It sounds like your addicted to masturbation. If I was you I would check out NoFap it has a lot of benefits mate and trust me anyone can be in a relationship. It is up to you to make a change in your life to make it possible.
I love fantasising and masturbating too. Don’t run away from relationship responsibility. Sex with the other half is good. It will help you control your masturbation frequency.