I want to forget. Really, I want to. And I would do it if I could but for now I’m stuck in a world where everything is just about him. How can I even rewire my brain, is there any way I can move on to my life without him being in it?

We just have a lot of memories together and I want him to be the one, I know I’m just afraid I wouldn’t find something as great as him that is why I want my The One to be with him. But he is not just into me anymore, I feel it. It is just sad and devastating.