I hate my school. I have so many dreams and aspirations, but they’ll never come true. No matter how hard I study and work, because of other people cheating and teachers not doing anything about it, I’ll never get what I deserve. There will always be people who didn’t work that hard but get better or just as same mark as me.

I have told the teachers they do nothing. I emailed the state education board they say it’s your school’s issue. Why do pictures always come out? Who is responsible? Why does this happen every time?

I have given up! I can’t anymore. For once I thought things were going fine regardless of what has happened in the past, but they are not. I am broken. With my shit life school was the only hopeful place for me that kept me going in those days. I survived so many hardships and school gave me the hope that my life could change, that I can achieve my goals but it’s not true. It’s not true. I can’t anymore. I don’t know who I should talk to and what I should say. I am always positive but It’s just that there’s no hope anymore either.

I wish everything was fair. I wish I was happy.

If God is really there, why does he allow cheating? and all the bad things that happen in this world?

If I die where will I go? Will I be born again? But I am not a coward? But then I have no more strength to fight? But I just don’t know. I don’t know anything.