I’m past my teenage years. I’ve lost many important people in my life. I’m trying to make some new friends, but I found out that sometimes they hang out without me. I feel unwanted and I feel like maybe they don’t like me.

I would like to have someone to talk to about my problems/thoughts/fears, but I don’t feel comfortable with anyone I know. To those friends I’m trying to make, I would like to tell how happy I am when they invite me. I would like to tell them how important it is to me right now to get to know new people. But they would think I am a loser and telling them how I feel would make them uncomfortable and they would invite me even less, or even not anymore.