My mom? Is a hypocrite. She always criticizes me for things that my brother does all the time, yet she does not ever say anything to him.

She loves him more than me and I bet if I died, she wouldn’t care at all. She said she always wanted a daughter, but she doesn’t want me. Ever since I was a young child, she would always say horrible thing to me.

She said that she would “dump me in a trashcan” and that I was acting like a “bitch.” She would even threaten me with knives. She’s horrible. Honestly, I wish I could die right now.