Today I am going give a brief description of a part of my life… May be after seeing this story she would believe me. So, my life’s journey took a turn when I went to a new school. It was 2010 I took admission to that school in std 5th… As I did not know anyone there.
So I was feeling quite nervous. From my childhood I rarely used to speak to anyone… I used to be quite shy… as I was a seedha sadha type boy. So some mischievous boys of my class used to tease me. Make fun of me. But I used to be calm. Many students used to tell me go and complaint to the teacher…but I just ignored them.
One day when teacher was in class and some boys teased me by saying my nickname… (sorry but I don’t want to mention my nickname) … teacher asked them whom are u all teasing? They became silent… But one girl explained the teacher how these boys used to tease me and disturb me… (sorry but I don’t want to mention her name here).. And then teacher asked me was that true… I early said yes… So the teacher gave them punishment and after that they never teased me…
We all know that the constitution give us the right to speech, but actually for me She gave me the right to speech…..
After that incident I was anxious to know everything about her…so first thing I came to know about her was that she gets the first in the class.. But as I was a new student I was not in her sight and she used to get first rank in class, so she used to talk to a few topper students of the class. So, my first aim and then became to get first in the class… I studied very very very hard and at last in my final examination I got the first rank in the class and she got the second rank…. I can’t explain how happy I was on that day.
But that happiness went off my face when I saw her crying… Because she didn’t get the first rank.. After that incident I decided not to get first rank in the class but ya I came in sight of her… She tried to talk to me but as I already told I was too shy… But ya she used to talk to me indirectly… Indirectly means …let me tell u an incident.
When I was talking to someone in the class that I want to go to ABC school for my higher education. At that moment she told my friend, with whom I was talking, that ABC school is not good for higher education. At that moment I understood that there is care for me in her heart. Year went on like this.
But we didn’t talk to each other directly ever. And then another final exam came and as I already decided I would not get first rank in the class…So in the examination I left some questions so that I would not get first rank…But actually in that exam I got 6th rank in the class…papa got angry…
But I was not worried at all…And then after I left that school…Went to another school but she was still in my heart.. Years went on.. And then I went to Delhi I tried to find her on fb…But I could not contact her…I tried to contact her through many of my friends, but they told me that she lives somewhere in patna.
But I could not get her address. But after 6 years I saw her on fb…I was just overjoyed to see her. I couldn’t believe on my eye. I just sent her friend request messaged her. But no reply came I kept messaging her, sharing her posts…But one day she blocked me I was completely broken down…
But next day I sent her request from another id she blocked me from that id as well…I tried to contact to her friends I told her friend to make me talk to her…But THE REPLY WHICH CAME COMPLETELY SHOCKED ME…HER FRIEND TOLD ME THAT SHE DOES NOT WANT TO TALK TO ME AND SHE IRRITATES OF MY SENDING MESSAGES… STILL I TRY TO CONTACT HER BUT SHE BLOCKS ME… I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHY DOES SHE HATE ME SO…WHAT IS THE REASON BEHIND NOT EVEN GIVING ME A REPLY DIRECTLY… I JUST SAW THAT SHE LIKED THIS PAGE…SO I THOUGHT OF SHARING MY STORY TO U ALL…I JUST WANT TO TALK TO HER ONCE…THIS IS ONLY MY DESIRE AND THEN AFTER I WILL NEVER TRY TO CONTACT HER AGAIN… BUS ITNA CHAHTA AUR KUCH NAHI