I am so fucking depressed. My dad hates me because he expects me to be perfect all of the time, when I can’t be. Schoolwork takes me hours. My once best friend now hates me. My sister has anger issues, is aggressive towards me, so we fight all of the time. I told the guy I liked i didn’t like him because I was afraid of losing him and now he likes someone else. No one sees my pain. I put on a smile and i don’t know what to do anymore.
I haven’t seen my brothers in six months and I have to go on trial and defend someone who hates me right now. I am so lost. I try so hard to be happy. But i don’t find joy in the things i used to do. just need someone to hold me and help me.