I want to curl up and cry until I fall asleep and don’t wake up anymore. I want to hurt myself but I’m too afraid of physical pain.
I can’t stop procrastinating, every fucking thing wrong in my life is my fault, I have anxiety because of this, I’m a failure on every point of view, if I didn’t exist my family and my friends would have a weight and disappointment less.
Even writing this I’m wasting time that I could spend studying, but instead I continue to cry and feel useless.
I just want to stop existing.