I can’t tell my name. I study in class 12th Science student. I think that there is nothing good in Life.
Even all the people talk about earning money through jobs and getting GOOD MARKS. Actually Both are related to each other. If you get good marks then you will get a good job and life will go on with comfort. I don’t believe in myself. I think that I can’t earn money because I can’t get good Marks. Sometimes I think that I will sell my one of my Kidney to get Money.
But that’s rubbish. I also think that If I can’t get money then what I am doing in this entire world. I am of no use like a piece of garbage . Whenever I look at the toppers I feel guilty really very guilty. Now some people will think that don’t compare yourself to others but this is a illogical statement.
This is reality. We can’t live without comparing ourself to others. I also think that I live in a house and even I have food to eat that is the basic necessities but I am not the one who should have these necessities, it should be given to a more capable child or we can say teenager because he/she will respect it. God has given me many things and I am thankful to them but I am the baddest person in the world. I have wasted all the money of my parents and in future they will accept it also. My teachers have trusted in me but they will soon accept that They have trusted the wrong child….