I’m clean for a year now. I don’t feel “clean” but that’s what the world see. I was a drug addict, then I became an alcoholic. both times I got out of it totally alone, no support no medicine or anything and both times I had a great reason to fall into addiction. yet everyone seems to blame me, people who find out about it look at me like I’m a criminal.
They don’t know how much it needed to become sober, to not use, to let go of the one thing that can take away all the horrors and the pain. So yes, I’m clean. but honestly thanks to the world, I feel dirtier than ever.