I do not have true friend to whom i could share my stories.

I cant share my pain, my failure to any one. I am thirty years old but still single. I want someone in my life who motivate me. someone that overcome my sadness and pain. Sometime behaviour of some people hurt a lot that I want to leave my home. I want to do something in my life.

People feel proud on me. when will my life success clock will start. I want to live a happy life. I am very innocent sometime I feel this world is not for me. why i can not learn what i want to learn. I cant not fit my self in the struggle of fittest.