I am currently dealing with my mental health alone.
I have a good family, my parents are the best people on this planet, I also have good friends, though few. But I always feel incomplete, I feel alone, even though I am having fun with them.
It is quite hard for me to trust anyone easily. I also have a boyfriend, who is kind and sweet, we are really happy. Even after having all these good people in my life, I have always hesitated sharing about my health. It is not critical, which is what makes it hard for me to share.
I feel like I don’t belong anywhere, or to anyone. I have never had expectations from anyone that they will save me or would care about me if I share. This has always saved me from hurting more. Sometimes I fall in love with being alone, rest of the times, it kills me slowly.
I can help you even better, if you just describe about your work.
Following these might help you:
1. Do some research (read articles) about your mental condition, natural mental frequency, brain functioning (Endorphins, Dopamine…), Psychology. I’m sure you’ll be enlightened
2. Use internet find alike peoples, explore several cultures around the world, their survival.., learn from your local society, peers.
3. Listen music, watch movies, swim, dance, study, program your computer, surf, paint, draw, try all sort of things, humans and nature provided to drag you out from darkness.
3. Figure out meaning of your life,
Set you standards high, don’t get influenced much by negative people ( I heard some where “World is full of negativity, you don’t need to be negative by yourself”)
4. Learn new skills, keep youself busy, think about impacting the world constructively, helping others to make their life simpler…
5. Definitely you’ll find that inspite of all problems life is worth, just find your purpose
Like me, I’m so fascinated with electronics and computer science that it helps me eliminate all other issues,
even I found your thought because of my idea of building a website for anonymous dumped thoughts and ideas.
I can help you even better, if you just describe about your work.
Following these might help you:
1. do some research (read articles) about your mental condition, natural mental frequency, brain functioning (Endorphins, Dopamine…), Psychology. I’m sure you’ll be enlightened
2. Use internet find peoples like you, explore several cultures around the world, their survival..
Learn from your local society, peers.
3. Listen music, watch movies, swim, dance, study, program your computer, surf, paint try all sort of things, humans and nature provided to drag you out from darkness.
4. Figure out meaning of your life,
Set you standards high, don’t get influenced much by negative people ( I heard some where “World is full of negativity, you don’t need to be negative by yourself”)
4. Learn new skills, keep yourself busy, think about impacting the world constructively, helping others to make their life simpler…
5. Definitely you’ll find that inspite of all problems life is worth, just find your purpose
Like me, I’m so fascinated with electronics and computer science that it helps me eliminate all other issues.
I found your thought because of my idea of building a website for dumping thoughts and ideas anonymously.
Trust God.
See the beauty in life.
It’s one step at a time.
I hope you come back to read this.
I feel alone at times even though i have many friends. (Though other times I really enjoy my solitude.) My life seems good. I am often happy and make a lot of jokes and i know my friends love me but I feel like if I tell someone they will just not understand why. I think some friends now might understand with the mental health awareness going on but I am still to scared to tell people.