I am currently dealing with my mental health alone.
I have a good family, my parents are the best people on this planet, I also have good friends, though few. But I always feel incomplete, I feel alone, even though I am having fun with them.
It is quite hard for me to trust anyone easily. I also have a boyfriend, who is kind and sweet, we are really happy. Even after having all these good people in my life, I have always hesitated sharing about my health. It is not critical, which is what makes it hard for me to share.
I feel like I don’t belong anywhere, or to anyone. I have never had expectations from anyone that they will save me or would care about me if I share. This has always saved me from hurting more. Sometimes I fall in love with being alone, rest of the times, it kills me slowly.