I love you… I don’t know when and how it started. We’re friends, close friends, but in the middle of our journey, I fell in love with you without you knowing it. I tried to hide my feelings because I know you love someone else, and I know that because we’re friends. I tried to stop how I felt for you.

I tried to find your weaknesses and thought that I would be disappointed with you, and the love would be gone, but the more I find your weaknesses, the feelings grow stronger that I want to have the right to help and correct you. Every time you’re not feeling well, I pray that I have the right to take care of you. I love your family, and I want to help them, but I pray I will have the right to do all these things… But right now, I do not have…

But do you know what is the most painful part?

I am continuing to love you even though I know how much you love her. I know I will never be her, and I have told myself that so many times, but my heart just keeps on loving you…

You’re tired… You’re stressed, and I really want to hold your hand and hug you, but who am I? I am not the one you need, and it hurts… It’s painful…

I’ll let you go when you finally find someone to take care of you…

I’ll let you go when you already find the person that will hold your hand…

I’ll let you go when you have someone by your side when you’re down…

I’ll let you go even if I love you…

I’ll let you go, and I will be happy for you…

But if that day comes, I pray that someone will also offer his hand to mine…

I pray that someone will wipe the tears from my eyes as I bid you goodbye…