I don’t know what to do now. I feel messed up. My luck never seems to work.

A friend of mine applied for an American scholarship and got selected for the test, while I got rejected. Now everyone is bullying me. Even my friends are laughing at me. One of them, whom I always stood by, is now laughing at me.

I feel like I have no one. I don’t understand why this always happens to me. I feel like crap.

Everyone seems better than me, and I feel meaningless. People out there pretend to be our true friends, but when we face difficulties, they act like they don’t know us. I keep falling, but I never give up. How many times will I have to go through this? I’m tired of this crappy life.