I am broken from deep inside.
I am dead from inside. My bestfriend and boyfriend both cheated on me.
Now I am just a dead alive person.
When writing your story, please use correct spelling and grammar. Please use a capital I rather than a lower i, and use apostrophes correctly. Such as I'm, don't, can't.
That is a terrible way to break but you WILL be ok.
I dont know if thats what you wanted or needed to hear. I can say it SUCKS but also that you will be ok. I have been there.