Hello, I am a fifty-year-old guy from England. When I was thirteen, my life changed completely.

My dad had left when I was younger, and around this time, I had an accident which left me unable to walk properly. I don’t think my mum ever liked me, but she really changed after my accident. She said I would pay for it, and I really did.

From then on, my mum would do anything she could to hurt and humiliate me. It started with spankings on a daily basis, saying this is what I needed for making her look after me. It was so humiliating for me as I was unable to move off her bare thigh.

She used to finger me too for good measure. I could not believe what was happening to me. Next, I would be made to sniff her feet in her nylons and suck her bare toes. This happened at the same time as when she slapped my penis hard. I was up one end of the sofa while sniffing her feet. She would also insert her fingers inside my penis and pull my pubes out with a pair of pliers. Lots of caning, candle wax, and enemas all happened, and it still haunts me today.