I am working in IT firm in very demanding field.

This profession demands working late nights and working on weekends, working for long hours. Before getting married and after marraige also I worked.

To be very honest I got married because I was tired of working continuously, always reading some or the other technical stuff. I got bored of being continuous under pressure of keeping myself upto date so that I can switch the job easily.

By nature I am very conservative and shy, to be very more honest I was scared to accept any managerial role and preferred doing my own work and going home rather than bossing anyone else.

After marriage I had some issues in conceiving so I continued working without much issues. Now we have 2 kids. I always thought actually assumed and taken for granted that I would not work as it has already been discussed with my husband. But after having kids my husband bought new house of course I insisted but that house was beyond our financial capacity. I tried opposing him, he said will see if we cant pay the loan EMI, we will sell it off.

And slowly it has become the reason of me being a working woman. Always in our fight he started giving me example of the house and still he is.

I am very much under pressure at my working place, I dont enjoy it at all.

It has been 19 years I am working and don’t want to work anymore. I never spend my money on me but always invested and everyone knows it.

But now I am really fed and I just want to enjoy my life with kids. I want to live my life and i really dont mind putting pressure on my husband. I always told him we will sell the big house and will buy small one. But he is not ready to listen and so I think do it if you want so badly but dont pressurise me.

I want to live my life before I die.

Thanks,
Anonymous