I hate my family. My mom is a tweaker, my dad is too. My dad would tweak with his friends and his friends would beat their kids and me. In turn his friends kids sexually abused and harassed me. I was told I was gay and stupid because they stripped me against my will. My mom lost me to the state ( I live in USA) and my dad grabbed me. Then all of that happened. I left home at eight-teen to be homeless, because I did not have anywhere else to go. I was abused by multiple partners, berated by family, and shunned by any friends I had left. I’m twenty five now just had my first baby and bought my first gun last year. Ive never been happier or felt safer.