When I was 9 years old, I had an older friend in school who was a boy in 7th grade.

I always thought he was cool because he would introduce me to his friends.

One day, during a Halloween party at school where we were supposed to dress up, I dressed up as a vet. I asked my teacher for permission to use the bathroom, and she said yes.

As I walked down the hall, the boy and his friends saw me and told me to be quiet. I was innocent at the time, so I complied. The whole group of boys led me to the boys’ bathroom and started exposing themselves.

I was only 9 years old. The main boy, let’s call him “him,” asked if I had ever touched a penis. I replied that I hadn’t, and he told me to grab it.

Naively, I thought this was a way to show them I was cool. He then made me put it in my mouth, with his friends chanting “suck it.” I remember one boy saying, “suck it, lick it, I’m going to touch your pussy.”

They took off my clothes and rubbed their penises on my vagina. I thought this was a way of being cool, so I engaged in sexual acts.

I eventually kicked everyone else out except for “him” and laid him on the ground, moving in a humping position. We then started dating, watched a lot of porn together, and had sex at his house while his parents were out running errands.

I would say things like “yes, daddy,” “harder,” and “make me cum,” and I reached three orgasms that day. We dated for two more years, and when I got my period, I told him. He had sex with me for the first time without a condom. I got scared, so I took a pregnancy test and found out I was pregnant. He didn’t leave me, but when the baby was 2 years old, he raped her… Just kidding.