You, love is, how hard to describe. Simply a drug, a drug which is hard for me to get addicted to, but once I am, I can’t control my emotions.

Last try time I was it scarred me.

She acted like an angel, a beautiful angel whom took my strain of a man, and turned it white as snow. It was perfect, we had a few rough patches as every couples have.

We were engaged, then things turned bad, she became manipulative, very controlling, the final straw was when she cheated on me.

It took one year to get past the suicidal thoughts, and acts.

Today I have a trouble time falling in love.