I am fifteen years old and am obsessed with being pregnant. Let me start by saying that when I was 4 years old I was sexually abused by my grandfather, and when I was twelve years old I was raped in a mental hospital.

I thought I was pregnant and I was so happy because I have always wanted to be a mother.

Now, all I want is to get pregnant, but I know if I do without it being forced then I will be shamed by my family forever. I want to get someone who would let me say they raped me and also get me pregnant without complaint.