I’m a girl… We have a small family and everyone is happy except me…I don’t know why. I know its a sin and my dad on top of that is a religious person. I masturbate when no one is around. I badly regret it after, but I can’t stop. It’s addictive now. I feel like ending my life itself. I’m falling in depression because of that stuff now. I wished I could live  happily like everyone else. Now I feel helpless n low esteem.