Yesterday night I found out my life in partner who went back to his country for business purposes had gotten himself a new girlfriend and I found that out on his Facebook account from which he had blocked me yesterday.

He had shared their picture together for the whole world to see. I feel so cold and this indescribable pain and hurt and I feel so ashamed of me to having trusted his words and lies. Just days before, he was telling me how much he loved me and how I was the only one for him. I feel so betrayed especially when this relationship was the first serious one and he was the first guy that I was intimate with. I am a 29 year old girl and I truly believed that he was the one and I had been dreaming of having a future together with him. I feel so sad today so much devastated for the death of my trust, for my unborn daughter that I would have had in future, for this loneliness that seems to never leave me …