People call me Visha. It hard not to forget the past especially when you had a huge group of friends. Life has change so much and things will never be the same again. I fell in love a couple of times and once when I was alone in apartment the heart break was unbearable and unbelievably painful. I’ll never be the same. I was alone and heard voices but there wasn’t anybody there. I didn’t shower and didn’t eat. I was going through psychosis. When my mother came back from work she saw the mess and thought I should see the doctor. I was in denial and thought I was psychic. AFTER A COUPLE OF VISITS I was diagnose with schizophrenia. During that time I was 19 in 2011, I took a holiday and then went back to study. It was difficult because everytime I spoke I put my hand on my mouth. Eventually I went through psycho therapy which helped and brought me almost back to normal and I had graduated with the push of many people because it was struggles. I went through daycare and then back to study again, fail Sunway university but passed my bridal exam and jewellery. I became better in 2014 when I started coming out of the closet and I launched my book based on my true story. I started public speaking until now. I also started my own company and as well as teaching young kids. I hope to become a very well known public speaker. My aim is share my story with others. I have not healed but I just distract myself from sinking in. There are still times when I talk to myself or cry but there are days I’m highly functional. I hope to inspire others. I keep fighting after many relapse because I feel I have a lot to offer to the world and others I’m not giving up.