Since I moved school from primary to secondary I lost all my confidence I use to feel brave, smart and pretty but now I feel like sh**. I feel fat, ugly unpopular and different. Since I moved to secondary every girl is pretty skinnier and better in every way possible. I feel like all my friends turned away, I feel left out, everyone is in a relationship and I never had a boyfriend. People pick on me because of who I am, I’m different to everyone else in size, looks and nationality. I’ve been asked out on Instagram boys saying I’m pretty and skinny but when I see them in real life they don’t like me anymore. When some one makes me feel special one day the next the make me feel cr**. Everyone thinks I’m happy and bubbly but that isn’t the truth I don’t trust anyone, and I can’t tell anyone how I feel even my mum. When ever I’m out with my friends I compare them to me because they are all mainly skinner and prettier but when I’m at home on my own I feel lonely and unhappy. I just want to be on my own all the time but my house is packed and I get no privacy I have to share a room and there’s no place in my house where I can just sit down and cry. I use to be a quiet girl but recently I started drinking and smoking I never wanted to even try those things but some how they make me feel… better? That’s not really the word I can’t describe it. It’s like I forget the pain whilst I do those things. I feel like I want to kill myself but I don’t have guts to do so, I just want to feel happy again! Can anyone help me?
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